Let the Love in {♥}

Today, I woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed that my face was covered in glitter. I asked my wife about it and she said she put it on me while I was sleeping so that I would sparkle like Edward from Twilight when I'm in the sunlight. FML
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Today, I realized that our generation will be remembered as the kids who liked sparkly vampires. FML

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Jacob aka Taylor Lautner is so much better :D
in the Movie, I mean.
because I Dont Like Robert Pattison.
my Edward Cullen should be so much more goodlooking, more charismatic, &definitely perfect :D

so yes, I like TaylorLautner but not RobertPattison.
& I LOVE EDWARDCULLEN, but not JacobBlack
♥(:

08 DEC 2009
school was supposed to end at 5pm yesterday due to 3hours of DPVA.
then, I'm supposed to look for Boyf after school to borrow his phone.
because he was supposed to book out at 530+, it'll be just nice for me to go from Dover to his house.
BUT!
school ended amazingly early yesterday ._.
there was no lesson for DPVA, so we ended at 1pm+
with 4hours to rot before Boyf books out,
so I went to Christopher's house :D
saw Cerwin again!~ ohmygosh, so shuai(:
i would KILL, to have Cerwin as my own brother :D

finally, after spending the afternoon at Christopher's house,
went to meet Boyf♥(:
&I think my eyes are spoilt. he seems to look taller in his army uniform x:
anw, borrowed his Omnia(:
Omnia really isnt user-friendly AT ALL.
but since I need it, shall not complain much(:
reached home close to 10pm x:

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09 DEC 2009
WEB PUBLISHING - 67%
could have got higher if I studied ._.
but oh well, I'm contented with my score :D

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thanks Boyf for lending me your Omnia!~
loves♥(:

OKAYY. weirdest thing just happened to me.
some guy came talking to me on MSN &poured his heart out to me about his relationship problems.
asking me for advice on how to win over the heart of a girl.
&yes, I did give him advices &encouraged him.
but the problem is.....

I DONT KNOW WHO HE IS...!
awesome.

THANKS TO KAIEN, I AM NOW TOTALLY REVOLTED &DISGUSTED
am going to post what I read here.
but HIGHLY REVOLTING &DISGUSTING, read at your own risk.
read on :D

Issei Sagawa.
He's the murder, rape, and consumption of Renee Hartevelt.

An excerpt from In the Fog, a book he wrote which describes, in meticulous detail, the murder, rape, and consumption of Renee Hartevelt.

HERE YOU GO~

11th JUNE, 1981 -

" I am amazed.
She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.
Tall, blonde, with pure white skin, she astonishes me with her grace.

I invited her to my home for a Japanese dinner.
She accepts. After the meal I asked her to read my favorite German Expressionist poem.

As she reads i can’t keep my eyes off her.

After she leaves I can still smell her body on the bed sheet where she sat reading the poem. I lick the chopsticks and dishes she used.

I can taste her lips. My passion is so great. I want to eat her.If I do she will be mine forever. There is no escape from this desire.

I arrange for her to read the poem for me once more. I lie to her.I tell her I want to record the poem on tape for my Japanese teacher.

She believes. I prepare everything. The cassette recorder for the poem,the rifle for the sacrifice.

She arrives on time. After drinking tea and whisky, she speaks.She smiles at me.

But I know inside that I’m the strangest one of all. Her yellow sleeveless top shows off her beautiful white arms. I can smell her body.

I turn on the recorder. She starts to read . She speaks in perfect German.I reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers.

I stand slowly and aim the riffle at the back of her head. I cannot stop myself.

There is a loud sound and her body falls from the chair onto the floor.It is like she is watching me.

I see her cheeks, her eyes, her nose and mouth, the blood pouring from her head. I try to talk to her, but she no longer answers.

There is blood all over the floor. I try to wipe it up, but I realize I cannot stop the flow of blood from her head.

It is very quiet here. There is only the silence of death.

I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead body.

Finally it is done. Her beautiful white body is before me. I’ve waited so long this day and now it is here.

I touch her ass. It is so very smooth. I wonder where I should bite first. I decide to bite the top of her butt.

My nose is covered with her cold white skin. I try to beat down hard, but I can’t. I suddenly have a horrible headache. I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it deeply into her skin.

Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian corn. It continues to ooze. It is strange.

Finally I find the red meat under the sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth. I chew. It has no smell and no taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna.

I look in her eyes and say: “You are delicious.”

I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds.

I have sex with her body. When I hug her she lets out a breath.I’m frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her.

Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into her hip and put the meat in a roasing pan.

After it is cooked I sit at the table using her underwear as a napkin.They still smell of her body.
Then I turn on the tape of her reading the German poem and eat.

There is not enough taste. I use some salt and some mustard and it is delicious, very high quality meat.

Then I go back to the bathroom and cut off her breastand bake it. It swells while it cooks. I serve the breast on the tableand eat it with a fork and knife. It isn’t very good. Too greasy.

I try to cut into another part of her body. Her thighs were wonderful.
Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is in my stomach. Finally she is mine. It is the best dinner I’ve ever had.

Afterwards I sleep with her. Next morning she is still here. She doesn’t smell bad. Today I must finish cutting up her body.

I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake. It will be her grave.
I touch the cold body again and I wonder where I should start.I start to cut off all the meat before amputating the limbs.

While I cut her calf I suddenly want to taste it. I see the beautiful red meat beneath the fat.
I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth. It is tender. I slowly chew and savor it.

After eating most of the calf I look at myself in the mirror.There is grease all over my face.
And then I start to eat at random. I bite her little toe. It still smell of her feet.I stab the knife into her arch and see the red meat deep inside.

I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It tastes okay.

Then I stab the knife into her armpit. Ever since I saw it under her yellow sleeveless top I wondered how it would taste this good.

The wonderful taste cheers me up and I devour her underarm up to the elbow.

Finally I cut off her private parts. When I touch the pubic hair it has avery bad smell. I bite her clit, but it won’t come off, it just stretches.

So I throw it in the frying pan and pop it in my mouth. I chew very carefully and swallow it. It is so sweet. After I swallow it, I feel her in my body and get hot.

I turn the body over and open her buttocks, revealing her anus.I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much.

I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth. It still smells. I spit it out. I go into the next room. It smell of fat, like I’ve been frying a chicken.

It’s been twenty-four hours now. Some huge flies hover and buzz in the bathroom. I try to chase them away, but they came back. They swarm on her face.

They seem to tell me that I’ve lost her forever.
It is no longer her. Where is she? She’s gone far away.

I’ve broken her. Like a child who breaks his toy. I try to use an electric knife to cut her body. It doesn’t work. It just makes a loud sound.

I use a hatchet. I strike several times. It’s hard work. I strike her thigh. Her body jumps up. If she could feel, it would have hurt.

Finally the thigh separates from her body. I bite it again,like I would bite a chicken leg. Then I cut off her arms.It is even harder than the thigh.

I use the electric knife again. It makes a shrill sound, like the sound of her shrill voice.

It works this time. Her hand still wears a ring and a bracelet. When I see her long fingers I am driven by another impulse.

I use her hand to masturbate. Her long fingers excite me. When I’m finished I try to bite her finger.

I can’t. I’m disappointed.I put her hands into the plastic bag along with her legs.

And then I see her face. It is still quiet. She has a small nose and a sweet lower lip. When she was alive I wanted to bite them.

Now I can satisfy that desire. It’s so easy to bite off her nose. As I chew the cartilage I can hear the noise.

I use a knife to cut off more of the cartilage and put it in my mouth.It really doesn’t taste very good.

I scoop out her lower lip with my knife and put it in my mouth. It has hard skin. I decide to eat it later when I can fry it.So I put it in the refrigerator.

I want her tongue. I can’t open her lower jaw, but I can reach in between her teeth. Finally it comes out. I cut it off and put it in my mouth.It’s hard to chew.

I see my face in the mirror. Her tongue entwined with my tongue. I try to close my mouth, but her tongue slips out.

Finally I cut the skin off the tongue and taste the meat.

I try to eat her eyes. It’s hard for me to stab into them, though it is the easiest part of her face. I can tears coming from them. It frightens me.

Her eyes are all that is left of her face. It is nearly a skull. I decide to take out her stomach.

When I stab under her navel a little fat appears and then I can see the red meat under the fat. I slice a piece of the red meat and put it on a plate. Then I stab into the stomach.

The internal organs appear. There is a great length of rolled tubes and I find a gray bag at the end of the tubes. It must be the bladder.

There is a strong smell as soon as I pick it up. I thrust my hand into her body cavity. There is another bag. It must be her womb. If she had lived she would have had a baby in this womb.

The thought depresses me for a moment. I pull out the intestines. My hands sting from the digestive juices.

At last I have to cut off her head. It is the most difficult thing I have to do. I cut off the meat on her neck until I can see bone, then I cut again.

She still wears her necklace.I try to use the electric knife, but it doesn’t work very well. It just makes its shrill sound.

So I use the hatchet. I imagine myself on the guillotine. It is surprisingly easy to cut through. With the head gone her body is now only flesh.

When I grab the hair and hang up the head, I realize I am a cannibal. I put the head in a plastic bag.

I separate the body and put it into two plastic bags. They are heavy. It is hard to put them into the suitcases.

I am finished. It is midnight. I call a taxi.

I am back home. I turn the TV and open the refrigerator.
I put the dishes on the glass table. I recognize each pieces of meat.

This is part of her hip and this is part of her thigh. I fry them on the stove. I set the table.There is mustard, salt, pepper and sauce.

I put her underwear beside the dish. I sniff it and look at a nude woman in a magazine. I try to remember which part of her is in my mouth, but it is difficult to connect the meat with a body.

It just seems like a piece of meat. I continue to eat her body until I am caught. Each day the meat becomes more tender, each day the taste is more sweet and delicious. ”

awesome much?(:
seriously fucked up pervert.
also, go to the following site for pictures of the Murderer &the Victim.
the Blogger posted various pictures.
go to her blog, &scroll down :D
the pictures are uberly grotesque, so you will NEVER miss it(:

http://emmelovewitches.blogspot.com/2008_08_01_archive.html

GUZHENG GRADE9; MERIT :D
60% - 79% = PASS
80% - 89% = MERIT
90% - 100% = DISTINCTION
NAFA has damn high standards sia ._.
all so difficult to score dhe.
but i'm happy to have scored 86% :D
DIPLOMA WILL BE NEXT!~

MY SECOND CAREBEAR THIS YEAR :D
got this gigantic carebear from my beloved juniors(:
million thanks to Channie, Charlotte, Jeslyn, Simone& Xiaoqian!
LOVE YOU GIRLS♥

slept at close to 3AM yesterday, overnight-ing at Felicia's house.
spent up tp 3hours trying to lure that bastard out.
apparently, we failed ._.
scums like him should just Burn in Hell.

anw, woke up at 8AM to meet up w Leona& Jeanette for breakfast! :D
went to IKEA.

1 spaghetti w Meatballs.
1 Dan cake.
1 Yoghurt.
2 Spring Rolls.
2 Soft Drinks.
10 Meatballs.
12 Chicken Wings.
:D

just got home,
&I miss them girls already D:
cant wait for our Christmas Celebration together!
♥(:

met up with Boyf earlier today to eat lunch together :D
then went to meet Christopher, Felicia, Jeanette, Leona and Vanessa!~
what we did today;

I HEART JACOB :D

currently at Felicia's house,
will be out to Ikea for breakfast tomorrow! :D

THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE♥

to everyone who wished me happy birthday, THANKYOU :D

GIRLS♥
Aixin
Ayumi
Channie
Charlotte
Debra
Diyanah
Doreen
Eunice
Erica
Fanghui
Fiona
Felicia.Lin
Huiyi
HuiYun
Jeslyn
Jiamin
Julailah
Kaien
LeongYing
Lina
Melody
Michelle
Nabillah
Rusyilla
Shafika
Shakeela
ShiQi.Lim
Simone
Teresa Elizabeth Koh
Wanzhen
Vanessa
Verena
XiaoQian
XingHua
Yipeng
YingZhi

GUYS♥
Aakash
Adrian
Ben
Boyf
Christopher.Tan
Christopher.Tan
Eugene
Ezekiel
Hetesh
Isaac
JianLong
Jupri
Justin
Kaikai
Kelvin
Kenny
Kevin
Kinney
Nigel
Nicholas.K
Nicholas.Teo
Ridhwan
Sky
SoonCheng
Timothy
Yaofeng
YiJie
YongJie
Weesim
WeiSong
William
ZhiKang
Zhiwei
ZhiYuan

FINALLY, I AM SEVENTEEN! :D
after waiting for so long, I'm seventeen!
the downside of it all?
I have friends that are having their 18th birthday nextyear, January.
we're all born in 1992, but I have to wait till December to celebrate my birthday.
pretty depressing D:

but anw, had phototaking w DMC05 yesterday :D
cant wait for the photos to be out(:
then I ponned school & met up w Boyf♥ to celebrate my birthday :D
went to PlazaSing& TheCathay to hunt for presents~
first time going to TheCathay.
didnt know that it existed until last month x:
andandand! when you're at TheCathay, go to ASTONS to eat!~
awesome food at really cheap price(:

after dinner at awesome ASTONS,
had Ben&Jerry's icecream :D
&then,

CHRISTMAS CAROL in 3D♥
Boyf's first 3D movie experience xD
but he really enjoyed it(:
xmas carol's 3D effects were alot better, damn cool :D
after movie, went home~

my presents♥(:

Boyf bought me a new bag, white Carebear &new earpiece for my phone :D
think he spent an estimated of 90bucks on me yesterday x:
thankyou Boyf♥, loveyou(:

PS - cant wait for Friday :D
meeting up w Vanessa& clique. I MISS THEM UBER LOADS.
PPS - list of people who wished my birthday in my next post :D

Don't Trust The Hoe♥

Why am I different from others?

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Why do you have to be like others?

So true.

BORED.
so I went to urbandictionary.com to check on the definition for my name :D
&according to the site, my name means:

1) A smart girl with no common sense but is smart and funny and has great "what in the world?" moments.

2) Good hook ups. Seems kind of shy to going farther in a relationship but wants to really bad and will do it. If your girl is a Christina, go for it. Christinas dont make the first moves very often so the boy often has to do it. Christinas are often prone to wanting an FBI (female body inspection). Loves to spend time with her hubby especially when it gets physical.

3) A piercing on a woman; her vagina. Usually pierced vertically right where the outer labia meet.

weirdest definitions I found xD
but I love the "no common sense" part. totally agree with it x: